Today was quite an alright day. Went to work as usal and the good thing is that today ron wasn there so i had to run the helpdesk. Dint get any arrows today haha. Got quite a number of calls though. But the best thing today was that i have a new notebook which we converted into helpdesk mobile. Haha. Then after work, Lu and I went to the hub to sing ktv with our good friend kevin. He sings damn well, esp songs by bee gees and the beatles. He can do an exact mimic of staying alive. I also found out that he has a 16 yr old son. N all i kept thinking was, what a blessing his son had to have such a cool dad. I mean there should be its disadvantages but i've always wanted a dad like that. Ok anyway, Rachael was there today. She told me something about nick which i totally feel the same way. I feel bad for talking behind people's back but it was really unbearable. So to make up i shall not note it down. ( I'm just lazy anyway ) :P

Anyway, came home and had a chat with caryn again. She wasn in a good mood tonight caz she dint had her medicine. Its kinda hard to understand her especially with my powers blocked. But somehow, i know that she was feeling well even countless times when i ask her if she was ok. We had another chat about whether should I care for her. I don know how to desribe her. She just want to be left alone to self destruct. N I want to know y? But all i can say is, as long as i'm around there is no way she can do that. Haha. I love her alot that i would do anything just for her.

Love looks not with the eyes but with the mind,
And therefore is cupid painted blind.
Nor hath love of any judgement taste,
Wings, and no eyes, figure unheedy haste.
Therefore is love said to be a child,
Because in choice he is so oft' beguiled.

~Shakespeare, A Midsummer Night's Dream

*yawn, my eyes are shutting down, time to go sleep.

Another year has gone
Written by: Leonard H. Sim (2003)
Insipired by: You are not alone by MJ

Another year has gone, i'm still all alone
How could this be, that she's not here with me
She never said goodbye, someone tell me why
All she did was too, treat me all so cold

Everyday i would sit and ask myself why it had to be this way
And this is what i told my friend that day

"You are not alone, we are here with you
Though you're far away, we are all here to stay"

"You are not alone, we are here with you
Though you're far apart, we'll never break up."

Then on new years night, something cross my mind
why I feel this way, that there's no one here to stay
What i need is love, and that i hardly have
Everytime i go, i will sure to fail

Now i right sit down and ask myself, y must it be this way
I look up at the love Goddess and say

I am all alone, y aint she here with me
Why everytime i love, i will sure to fail

Now i'm all afraid, to manifest that pharse
What have i done, to not deserve that fate