Woa i'm so shaked today.. woke up at 10 in da morning and stayed in bed till like 11 plus. Then got up and did a bit of revision. Left my house at about 1 plus to my best friends house warming. Was pretty boring there caz mostly they are indians. N they were watching a tamil movie. Even though i was hanging around with my ex school mates, i still feel kidda left out caz i was the only white guy there among the blacks. Thank god i know my best friend for a few years liao so the food i got use to it. Then after that went home and watch half of the parade and i had to go to my aunts place for National day function.
Just got back home and the highlight of the day....

Came home sat down and my phone started ringing.. 1 sms.. 2 sms .. 3 sms .. 4..5..6..7..8..9........15 sms. Gees. N i just received the msg my sworn bro msg me YESTERDAY ! so pissing. Then mich msg me saying that she was sick at the chalet.. Argh! I din know till now.. Felt so useless as a friend. I'm gonna call Starhub to complain now.. so pissing.

Haiis so tired at home.. Havin a bad stomach ache. Think because of the bbq yesterday. I had a Sec 4 reunion yesterday at one of my sec sch. friends house. Was there abt 5 plus.. stayed there till abt 8 plus then my sworn bro had to leave for another farewell party. I sticked around somemore then left with a few of my other classmates to Princep to play pool. The place was cool, its like a real pool center where no bengs, no smoke. most of the ppl playing there wear casually and some are business man. Mayb i'll go there more often next time lol. Love to play pool even though i suck at it. Its better then bowling lol. Anyway, we started pool at around 10 plus then timothy and i left at around 1220 hoping to catch the last bus. Thankfully we did. Then i reached home around 1 plus in the morning, had to take a cab from the interchange caz the bus doesn go all the way to my house. but its better then taking cab all the way from princep lol. I was so tired i slept at about 2am after i came home, bath.

Today i got another function, O make it 2 functions.. sigh.. later in the afternoon, my best friends house warming.. haha must go there and warm his house.. too cold liao. lol. Then in the evening got to go to my aunts place for erm.. national day celebration.. when my mum told me i was like ????? First time national day got function lol. Funny aunt. I don really like family functions caz i will always be damn bored there. All my cousins are like min 3 years younger then me and the 3 cousins that are around my age never turn up at this kinds of family function. One is takin Os this yr the other takin As. Sigh. then left me all alone. But haha can see my grandma can liao. Hee.

Anyway, Mich sms me last night or this morning at 5am.. Was kinda shock caz she told me she was sleepy but stuck in orchard. poor girl had to sleep outside heeren. She was having chalet and her friends din want to take a cab back to their chalet. Haiis. Who ask them to go orchard and stay until so late in the first place lol. Well now she's on her way home and i wish her safe. ;)

-=Keeping the flame brightly ever=-

Rainbow Connection

Why are there so many songs about rainbows
What's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions
And rainbows have nothing to hide

So we've been told and some choose to believe it
I know they're wrong, wait and see

Someday we'll find it, the Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers, and me

Who said that every wish would be heard and answered
When wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that and someone believed it
Look what it's done so far

What's so amazing that keeps us star gazing
What do we think we might see?

All of us under its spell
We know that it's probably magic

Have you been half-asleep and have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name
Is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors?
It may be one and the same

I've heard it too many times to ignore it
It's something that I'm supposed to be

La la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la
Yeah


-= Keep the flame burning brightly ever =- ;)

" to my god bro leo,
i'm really touched when u went to look for me when i ran away for a break. u'd drop all matters for simply, anyone u care for. for that, u left aside ur oncoming examination the next day. i really do admire ur selfless n caring spirit. now that u didnt do well for that particular subj, i'm undeniably feeling sorry. please forgive me ok? dunt get disappointed bcause u didnt study!! i'm repenting for my mistake now.. so i have a surprise to show my appreciation. oh yah n forgive me :'( "

I'm so touched by what my god sis said. At least she appreciated what i did for her, that is enough. I wasnt blessed with blood sisters but I'm thankful that i've been blessed with wonderful god sisters. I never once regretted when i ask her to be my god sister.. n i never once thought of leaving when she was down. I just want to be a good brother and be by her side whenever she needed me.

So caryn,
Don blame urself, it wasnt ur fault. People feel down at times and sometimes u just feel like running away. I went to look for you because you meant alot to me. Dont worry abt my exams, i can handle it. I'm just dissappointed at failing and unable to get at least a pass. I'm glad that u are repenting.. at least you are correcting ur mistake. So no matter what happens, you will always be my loving sis..

P/s: don trouble urself with the suprise, wad ever u are up too. I don deserve anything k. Take care of urself, thats the greatest gift.

Somewhere
b e t w e e n
the procrastination....
and the homework.....
and the incessant forwards.....
and the friendships.....
and the calls
to each other complaining about crushes!!......
Somewhere b e t w e e n
the phone calls
to old friends.....
And the "I miss you's" & the "I
love you's"....... And the "What
are we doing tonight's?".....
And somewhere b e t w
e e n all of the changing,
growing... Somewhere
b e t w e e n
the classes........
And the skipping classes......
And the studying for
tests....... And the pretending
to study for tests....... And the downright
NOT studying for tests...
I forgot..........
I forgot what growing
up is all about. I forgot
what it meant to cry.......
I forgot that pretending
to be happy doesn't make
you happy........... And that pretending
to be smart doesn't make
you smart............ I forgot that you
can't just forget the past in fear
of the future.......... I forgot that
you can't control falling in love........... And
that you can't make yourself fall in love...........
I learned that I can love.........
I learned that it's okay
to mess up......... And it's okay
to ask for help......... And it's
okay to feel like crud.......... I learned
it's okay to complain
and whine to all your friends for a whole day........
I learned that sometimes the things you want most you
just can't have. I learned that
the greatest thing about school isn't the Dances
or the DRiNKiNG
or the hook-ups...
It's the friendships,
which means taking chances........
I learned
that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need
to talk about..........
I learned that letters
from friends are the most
important thing. And that sending
cards to your friends makes you feel
better. But, basically,
I just learned that my friends........
Both o l d
and new.........
Are the most important
people to me in the world.
And without them, I wouldn't
be who I am today..... So this is a thank
you to all of my friends. . For
always being there and I love you.

 

Was pretty happy when i woke up, now i'm feeling sad and blue. was talking online then one of my classmates msg me, she asked me if i've gotten my results, i told her no. She told me she passed all.. so i ran down to open up my mail. I ripped open my letter and found .......

Social Psychology -- B
Public Relations -- F
TV and Radio -- B
TPSW -- C

I got two credits but one fail. I'm so dissappointed in myself. But it was sort of predicted. I din study for PR at all.. I just went in to the examination hall without any preparations. N somemore my mind was not concentrating on the paper. Was thinking abt something else that happen during that time. Something that affected me a lot. But guess now i have to study for the sub paper. So dissappointed. Feeling so down now, don feel like doing anything just lost all mood. Ah...

Went to my god sis blog just now and liked her template so much and decided to change it. Its a bit diffrent.. I change the fonts and words and colors, so that it wont be the same as hers.

Anyway today lessons was boring.. then in the afternoon, i went back to SA caz the teacher of my group wants to treat us to a meal caz they won the competition. She brought us to Raffles Town Club the cafe and I had a sirlon steak and an ice cream. Cost around $13 plus. It wasn that ex but the teacher brought abt 12 students there. She spent abt $125. There was even a guy who din take part in drama and he's skin is so thick, he tag along. Cant stand. But well not my business also. As long its fine with the teacher.

Thats abt my day and i gtg eat dinner now.. bye bye

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