~yawn~ Got pulled up at 730 this morning, when wif jason to danzas to hand in time sheet. Then must wait for that stupid low, but we cant be bothered to wait for him caz don even noe whether he turning up today a not. So we left it with osman and haha i told him to help us put inside the box. So cool.... But Still sleepy *yawn* think i will nap later.

Hey, la la la so good mood today... guess wad, i did not rot today. My buddy ben came in the morning. We played PS 2 from like 11 till 3 then we played PC. I showed him the exorcist trailer and he was like covering his eyes and ears... haha scary cat. See chirstians do not depend on their god for protection for us witches, we jus pray and we will not be scared. Ha Ha. And also i got a LCD monitor today, so happy. My aunt when to buy a comp from my dealer, uncle Paki, and so i think i get an LCD at the same time. So happy... but my bank left with $100 plus. So sad... But Manpower better gif me my $1000 plus soon before i kill them. Its the rest i've got.

Today has been a bad day for me, I got the letter from lasalle. I din get in. I haf no other choice now. Haf to go MDIS. Thats the only choice i've got. Y wouldn they let me in.
No mood to add any more stuff today....

"I DON’T WANT TO TAKE ANYMORE PLANES!"
Victim wrote note to his family before his Jet crashed.

TOKYO -- Hirotsugu Kawaguchi, a 52 year old Japanese father of three, wrote several notes to his children aboard a Japan Air Lines flight 123, a few moments before his Boeing 747 crashed, killing 520 people last Aug. The notes were addressed to his son, Tsuyoshi, 21 years old and his two daughters Chiyoko, 17 and Mariko, 24 years old.

"Be good to each other and work hard, Help your mother.
I'm very sad but I’m sure I won’t make it.
Its been 5 minutes now.
I don’t want to take anymore planes.
To think that our dinner last night was the last time.
There was smoke that seemed to come from an explosion in the cabin and we began making a descent.
Tsuyoshi I am counting on you.
Mother-- to think something like this would happen.
Its too bad. Goodbye
Its 6:30 now
The plane is rolling around and descending rapidly.
I am grateful for the truly happy life I have enjoyed until now."
PLEASE LORD HELP ME!"

Man ! she is super super confusing. Don noe whether she's trying to keep it from me or she really don noe abt it. She say go facial after work tmr, then i ask her goin wif who n she say don noe. I mean if u plan to go somewhere u would haf included the ppl who are goin with u rite ?? N if no body goin with u, u would not go right. But who noes, mayb she's the kinna girl who doesn mind goin out alone. Hai.. I'm goin to fall sick sooner or later, i'm super heaty, can feel it. Alrite, need to go bath now.... Post again tmr morning.

Haha.... Was thinkin of her n there she was online. I don noe whether izzit fate a not. The same girl tat avoided me when i confess my love for her. How fate can it be. Haha, its really confusing, i thought she has so many friends then now she tell me she has none. i don noe wad to believe. One moment there was JC and AN whoever tat is. Then now she say JC ??? haha. Lets hope things go well. If she's reading my blog, jus wanna tell her i'll be here for u always. If u are sad, jus ring and i'll be there. ; )

Awww..... ~yawn~ . Some idiot called me early in the morning at 9am then called again at 11. Whats his F* problem.. Disturb my beauty sleep. Was playing game last night till abt 3am. Wasn really tired till then. I think i caught my sis's diesease, active during the wee hours of the morning. But at least i can still sleep unlike her must take sleeping pill and she's still bright awake. Funny girl. i'm so bored at home, goin rot soon. real soon. Hai, tmr is oscara but nobody is free so i cant hold a ritual. Hai mayb its the will of the elements tat i'm not meant to hold ritual to celebrate tat sabbath. Well there are other sabbath lets hope i get to celebrate them. Well, gtg rot... haha

Wa... When i first came online this morning, my sis greeted me with a laugh. Now i got this feeling tat today will be a great day. But come to think of it, hai. She goin ice skating today, how i wish i can go ice skate wif me friends. So sucky, was like wanting to go ice skating since i was p6. Hai. Guess i'm not fated to go afterall.

~sighs~ The holidays are here everyone's goin out but me.... Jus don understand y do i lack in something. Its not friends but friends who wanna go out. Envy ppl who gets calls everyday and smses askin them to go out. Can u believe it, i can do even get a single sms for the whole day. It might be a good thing but my phone bill never exits $50 yet alone $100. The only time it went all the way to $70 was when i was attached. Practically, my life jus sucks. I'm F***ing lifeless. Somebody get me a life. I'm so freakin bored. Sitting at home all day playing my ps2.

Somebody i knew a long time ago jus reappeared again. Apparently her mom confiscated her phone and barred her from all communicating devices. Poor girl. But hey at least she understands tat its for her own good. She's quite ambitious, wans to go RJ... Wow. I support u man, all the way. Hee. Onli noe how to talk crap. Hai... I thnk i'll jus go back into my boring life....... ~sighs~