Mich ~

Hun, don be so upset kaes. I know how it feels when you put it so much effort and its not appreciated. It all seems unfair. But wad can we do ? Its an unfair system in an unfair world. I put so much effort into my drama club but i don get credit or anything. There is no promotion. But i did it caz i like it. N because i know that even if my director don notice it or appreciate it, my fellow actors and myself know that I put in a lot of effort.

So for ur case, the Cls are blind. But we are not. We as in ur friends. We can see that you have put in a lot of effort, just that we don have the power to promote you. If we have we would definetly promote u. So mich, be a Np cadet not because of the rank, be a Np cadet because you like it. You made the choice so stick to it. Its just a name a mere rank. After u graduate, nobody in the outside world is gonna care. I'm not goin to treat you any diff just because other sec 4 nps are Staffs and you are not. Right? So cheer up kaes. Tell ur friend this also. There's no point getting upset over this matter. Forget it, its goin to be over in 2 weeks. N nobody is goin to care if you're a Sgt.

If u need to talk to someone, come look for me. Will be glad to listen to ur sorrows, and cheer you up. Smilez always (: <--- just like the way you do it.

P/s - Really praying very hard that we can meet on tuesday. Wan to meet the person who always cheer me up when i'm down and hopefully i can do the same. ;)

-= Keep the flame burning brightly ever =-

Should I stay ~ Dreamz Fm

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I’m down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?

This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same

I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…

Yipee.. everything is stable now.. 'C' is ok liao.. so happy.. Thanks angels. My friends are back.. not lonely anymore. But 'C's friend 'G' has a prob now.. Hmm some how i feel like a professional psychologist lol. I'm trying to solve everyone's problems. Well, she has some att. prob and some prob with what psycholgist term as emotional aggression. she has to much catharist build up it her. Well, I'll spare all the terms lol.. it can be quite chem lol. Anyway, i'm reading up and see what i can do to help her. Thats what a good psychologist should do anyway. And my goal is to be a professional so can help people when they have problems.

Anyway, today's lecture was on Human Mass Communication. So cool, we got his ang moh guy from UK.. He's so funny. Somehow i fancy ang mohs then to any other race of teachers. Ang mohs are more open and they crack jokes to lighten the mood. I'm not goin to miss any of his lecture caz its so intresting. But heard his marking is strict so better study hard. :)

Mich, do tell me when you are free kaes, i really wanna go and meet you. Hee. If you don wanna watch Charlie's angels its fine with me.. they are other good shows up also. And remember, what ever other say, you don have to believe.. Just believe and trust ur heart. Take care gal.

Well.. thanks for replying. I'll sent you an email for an reply. Don wan everything to be open in private.
But honestly, wadever i said previously, its not what I think. Its wad most of the people think. I'm just like the middle man. And sometimes when you show a little sign of wad people say... I have to believe caz its wad I feel too. But thanks for replying, you make me feel better.